Thursday, November 12, 2009

Line learning!

I am 1 1/2 hours away from my audition for BLOG (Bath Light Operatic Group).

I am currently trying to remember my monologue and not screw up one line in the song "I cain't say no" which evades me everytime.

Just realised I have eaten a triangle of toblerone which isn't going to help my case at all!

I've not had a lot of time to prepare really - owing to the show and various other things, still, I'll go in there and do my best, which at the moment consists of standing and talking, and try and make all those people who told me to keep singing (and to whom I apologise profusely) proud.

I also have an interview next week for the application I have been agonising over in the posts below. It's one of those jobs where getting an interview is pretty good. I'm still not sure how I feel about it, but I'm going to go with my gut instinct and a lot of prayer and see how it goes!

School show is going fabulously, going to have to rethink the tech team structure for shows I think - too many of them! See if we can't sort out some sort of rota system......

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Never has a button beenso hard to press

So, I just pressed send.

Although I did pray a lot before hand and have handed the whole thing over to God, it's up to him what happens now!

I just have to remember to go and tell the Boss man about a change I made and I should have covered everything.

Why it has taken me 'ti; 3am this morning (especially considering I was up til 2am yesterday for the same reason) to fill this thing out I'm not sure. It certainly feels very weird, a little sickening and slightly wrong. But I guess I had to stick my head out sometime.

Now we just wait and see........

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Major Butterflies.

Well, yesterday afternoon I made a decision that has led to so far 1, and this morning another, difficult conversation.

I'm trying to work out if how I feel would be the same if this decision had been made a couple of years down the line and, going on the dreams I was having last night, I have decided that it would be jus as yucky then as it is now.

I can't say too much as the occasional member of the school drops by, but this could mean big doings in the next 6 months. I'm not sure if it is the right time for 'B(ig) D(oings)' but God does so I'm leaving it up to him.